It’s just not that big of a deal

I want to laugh some times when people utter those words, a laugh filled with¬† admiration and love and then I want to open up my arms and just hug them.¬† I’m talking big hugs here people, bear hugs! Some choices in our life are pretty easy to make. What to have for dinner, should your loo rolls have teddy’s on or imprints of Winnie … Continue reading It’s just not that big of a deal

It’s because…

It’s because… I am a woman It’s because… I am a man It’s because… I am White It’s because… I am White-[add country here] It’s because… I am African It’s because… I am African-[add country here] It’s because… I am Asian It’s because… I am Asian-[add country here] It’s because… I am Latino It’s because… I am Latino-[add country here] It’s because… I come from … Continue reading It’s because…

Kissing an Ashtray

image Ok so I was meant to give up and FINE I cheated every now and then with a little small eeny teeny puff. Did I feel good after each puff? No, it tasted like I had dragged my tongue over a dirty pavement and then back again. I think it is round about now when I tell you or rather suggest that you don’t read on if you have either a weak stomach or smoke…. the inconvenient truth is not pretty.

I have been smoking since the age of 14, I only really got into it when I was 18, by the age of 21 I smoked 60 a day if not more. I have donated many brain cells to this cause, I am now 29 going on 50.

Nope not joking, 50 is the age of my lungs, 29 the age of everything else (not the liver mind). So here comes the disgusting bit that I really can’t avoid. The lungs on the left is what I should have, the lungs on the right are probably still better than what I have today as I sit here and type this.

WARNING: GRAPHIC CONTENT

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For all those who have lost someone they love…

This song has come a long way with me, Dido’s words are so true to life and to losing someone, if you have ever lost someone you love, this song is for you my friend… I’m comin’ ’round to open the blinds You can’t hide here any longer My God you need to rinse those puffy eyes You can’t lie still any longer And yes … Continue reading For all those who have lost someone they love…